Bleeding Heart.

Teenagers

2012-02-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

What's with all the teenagers these days?
Seriously.

Death

2012-02-07T10:01:00.002+08:00

Be calm. Keep it cool.

Feel like murdering everyone around me.

Fuck

2012-01-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Fuck you la.

Humanoids

2012-01-16T11:21:00.001+08:00

Sick of having humans interaction and communication.

Smile

2012-01-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

Can anyone make me smile.

Tired

2011-11-28T12:57:00.002+08:00

No one will really know what I am really thinking anyway. lol.

_l_

2011-11-17T16:52:00.003+08:00

Why the hell am i getting judged when others are not? >:C
Fml _l_
lol. Why I am even getting angry?
Maybe I'm just getting tired.. really tired..

Not being recognised for the things I have done.
But getting blame on the little things.
Good Job Humans.

_l_

2011-02-09T18:09:00.001+08:00

The fucking world is against me.

Love I Chose

2011-01-26T01:22:00.003+08:00

It's already several times, I turned around.
I just smiled as if I don't know you.
I tried to deceive myself without any words.
Are you confused because you don't know my feelings.
I'm scare that the words "I love you" are not the words that I'm familiar with.
With my stiff lips, I shout "I love you" to your back.
As we breathe under the same sky, only the desire that I can't have.
Only the love that grows bigger without knowing.
There is only returning hurt.
Even I die with my hurt, I'll probably stay here.
I might just smile right beside you.
Even if we may not be happy, even if it's not reversible
It's the love I chose.

Breaking Up

2011-01-26T01:09:00.004+08:00

The feeling of breaking up.

Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics.
Sleeping but waking up is torture.
Because you don't know how to separate from someone you love.
You can't even tell anyone else.
You're afraid that they'll think of them badly.
And so, you cry all by yourself.
We're over. We're finished.
But only memories of good times and love pop up.
The more and more your try to erase them, the longer the days get.
So it's like you are breaking up with them for 365days.
But the thing that hurts the most, is that you don't think that they're even thinking about you.
You're doing this by yourself.
The person has already forgotten all about you, and is now happy.
You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage.
All because you're afraid that you won't ever get to see them again.

A question.. Hmm. Why is it that I don't even feel anything like that at all. Seriously.

Miss

2011-01-18T00:43:00.003+08:00

Why is it that every time I think of you, it seems that you are just right beside me, looking at every action of mine.

Obsession

2011-01-14T01:40:00.004+08:00

If only I could hold you once, I wished you were my lover for a moment.
Please Please Please I Pray.
Us, us, us together, together.
Because I love her so much my greed keeps growing.
I want you for myself. You by yourself. Don't run, don't escape.
Time passes and it's been years since I've seen you.. So what?
All I do is call out your name in front of you. I couldn't stand meeting as friends. No.
I'm going crazy. No, I grow crazier the more I meet you.
My head gets fuzzy, my heart is confused. I don't know what I'll do either. Yeah.
Eyes can't lie. The dream last night was like a nightmare.
I love it when you look only at me like this, say "dear"
It's my obsession, don't curse it.
That's my obsession don't look away.
It's my obsession. Don't tell me, that's my obsession. That's my obsession.
Don't tell me, Please. Don't tell me, that's my obsession. That's my obsession.
I'm sorry that night wasn't lonely.
For some reason there's nothing different from the usual.
But the spot I prepared so beautifully for you doesn't look that happy.
Not even a word, but it's okay dear.
It doesn't bother me, I'm happy we're together.
Don't worry anymore. I'll stay by your side and protect you forever.
I don't know what to do if you fall asleep so quietly, dear open your eyes.

Smile, please smile. You're the prettiest when smiling.
Cry, why am I crying.
Wipe those tears, and you have no expression.
You stiffen, I bring my knees to the floor and ask you what you did wrong.
Endless expectations, by some possibility.
If it was all a joke, if someone woke me up.
This was all my persistence, if only I lessened my greed.
If I knew I live like this as a sinner...

Girls.

2010-11-23T23:36:00.004+08:00

Why is it that almost all of the yeoja in the world like nappun namja? are they really so cool to be with around? or are yeoja just really childish? they say that they are actually more mature than namja. so i guess a simple guy is just too boring for any yeoja to handle. why are there no more simple love relationship in this world now? or is it just happening to me only. why do you have to be such an ass. i do believe that you are spreading rumors about me. you are such a S. all those that believe you are jinja wanjon pabu. just because they are closer to you in terms of friendship, they believe you. in every relationship be it breakup or in fault, it is always the namja. no matter how hard i try to convince others, there is no point. they will always have a look of doubt as if they don't trust me or as if i was exaggerating. i feel so low and down. there is really no one who really trust me. all they do is say. i have waited so long. you destroyed my trust in yeoja and i feel so disgusted when i see or think of you. GTFO. i regret not breaking up earlier. i feel so dirty, so impure. why can't i just meet a yeoja who will at least nice and appreciates love. love as something that both parties can work towards into making a better relationship. instead of one party just giving and the other receiving it and not even having said any word of thanks. i finally now believe that i was born into this world to experience the sadness of life. everything about sadness. all i want is just to have a simple relationship. is that really hard? a yeoja who can take it slow. but i don't think there is one in the world right now. nowdays you just see yeoja who easily let namja put their hands around their waists or on their shoulders or neck. they are all so easy going. they say that they want nice namja who will treat them well. well all the nappun namja will treat you well. so go for it. nappun namja, have your fun and life your live to the fullest. all the best. as for the people who i think that you believe the rumors. don't worry. i will do my very best to avoid talking to you and hanging around with you.

Tonight, just this once, please don't wake up.
Sweet dreams on this starry night baby.
Lay down the phone.
Thoughts of me, unfinished conversations, just leave it all for tomorrow.
I want to be free.
In this moment, I refused to be confined like a bird.
I will fly like a bird.
Like if I was alone.
Before i met you.
After you fall alseep, secretly I will share a different love.
Tonight, I will forget you with a drink.
It's been a long time since we had a date like that. watching a movie, having a good time.
I bid you a late goodbye at your doorstep.
From this point, my day begins.
I want to be free. I miss a thrill that isn't you.
Don't be shy. Be my girl.
Like the first day I met you.
The day you smile bashfully to me.
I'll call you in the morning, night.
I hang up, but my day has just begun.
This phone number I saved under a guy's name.
I sent a text "tonight lets have fun again"
Not even my closest friends know about you.
My phone lights up in the dark room.
I answered from the bathroom "Are you awake?"
Hope this does not appear in the namja's mind that you are dating with.

Talking 2 Myself

2010-09-29T02:28:00.002+08:00

If your head is about to be controlled, by what is reflected in your eyes, listen to the voice of your heart.

Reality always tricks us and throw us around. But look, your answer is hidden in it.

If you have any dissatisfied feelings, they have been made by your own hands.

This age is overflowing with information and temptations, we must make each choice.

Creation is born from destruction.

..

2010-09-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

Not angry. Just speechless. You told me to earn respect. I tried to get it from you. I listened to what you said. Do what you want. But i ain no getting any. Then I tried to challenge u, by telling you my views, so you might agree with me give me respect. nah. you just try every way to prove yourself correct. You get respect from others, but don't give your respect to others. If you read this, you will just say all the things you want to. Nah. It's ok. I am fine. As always. I envy others. really. They get to show how they feel everytime. ok. Maybe not everytime, but most of the time. You guys told me to just show how I really feel at that moment and not be someone I am not. But the results tell otherwise. I don't know. I just don't know. Is it wrong to reject someone you don't love? Is trying to be like a normal guy working in an office everyday and going home and living simply, means that he/she has no ambition? Or is it that he/she is just being contented with what he/she has. Who can hear my silent screams? Is the person called a friend when he leaves you when you are feeling down to sit alone? Or is it better if he just sat beside you and not say a word. It is funny how one person can be drowned by his own ego, when at the start he/she doesn't have one. Then as time passes by, you keep feeding the person with compliments. Watch as he becomes a monster who is fed with poison. Now he who was always so humble is now a monster who view things base on his own benefit. Who reads blog anyway, when there is facebook to tell the whole world how you feel. Maybe those famous bloggers blog are being read. But not mind. Its kinda safe to type how I really feel here, without being really noticed. The world is going to end sooner that I thought. It ain the fact that our Earth's resources are running out..

The right words

2010-09-16T15:40:00.005+08:00

Finally i found the right words to express how i feel.

I am gonna get stronger.
Well, its better to -------, anyway someday i would.
This would have happened to me, you would surely have done so.
If so, it is better right now.
I think it is fortunate to know this right now.
I gave you my everything generally, since i trusted you.
You threw it away.
I'm gonna be ok.
When I'm without you.
Without you, nicely, even more nicely
I will rise up. I will live on.
Listen. Everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason.
This is you first time dating another guy huh? It doesn't make any sense so stop making excuses.
I feel great pain.
I want to stop seeing you.
I was deceived everyday.
I didn't know what kind of person you were.
Now i know.
You don't know what is love.
Why the hell did you do this to me.
I'm gonna be ok.
-------

blind.

2010-08-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

I was wrong. how could I actually let one girl determine my perception of the rest of the girls in the world. she is not worth it. simply not worth it. which lucky guy will be here next target? haha. lolol.

Relationship

2010-07-16T00:24:00.005+08:00

http://sobar.soso.com/tie/29516345.html
http://sobar.soso.com/tie/28268065.html
http://sobar.soso.com/tie/72310606.html

People born on the 8th have magical charm, but wanting to control them is fucking difficult, so you might as well just surrender.( oh yes bow to me.) 8 is a strong number, in the case of H lovers, is also a powerful charm. This charisma that contains power allow H's charm to be like mother powerful, and can manalutate love. With H lover, this kind of lover likes a strong attraction between the couple. (Oh yes.) We describe H as a person who can control his lover by his pinkie. (Oh? LOL!) The partner will comply. H is a motherfucker in love game, and wants his lover to look at him/her only(SCORE!), but the "king's" pride won't let H lover to admit loss in love(YEA BABY!), thus H don't showcase themselves and their feelings, no matter how cold and calm they seem, their heart will always be passionate and thirsty for love. (WOO RAWR!)

I personally think it is very accurate like !@#$%^&* u guys need to read it. haha. but it's in chinese!

life is.. haix.

2010-05-11T18:47:00.004+08:00

this post is stupid so? i dont give a fuck to anything around me anymore. haix. life is really... makes me speechless. i try to be as optimistic as i can. but i just cannot, with my thoughts and the environment around me.. what the fuck can i do. nothing man. nothing. i really need to go out and relax. haix. triathlon is tiring. makes me feel like quitting. but i just cant. so much pressure around me. the seniors are nice and i have already bought my goggles. lol. and the coach gives me the impression like he dont give a fuck about u. he just want u to be fit enough to enter competitions and win. wtf. not the money problem but yea. archery trial is fun, but i dont know if i am in. no one understands what situation i am in. i feel like i am just not into the class. i am in groups where people dont do work. and i am doing for them. for fuck sake man. i really am speechless to the topic life. rich people are show-offing themselves. i mean seriously. do i look like i care? u are rich then rich la. people who befriend u are fake friends who want your wealth nia. there is no point. i wont even want to talk to u. i rather have one friend that is willing to spill his blood for me, lepah with each other at night and talk cock, do stupid things together and eat cheap food, than to make friends with rich people who are just show-offs. i am beginning to think that all the girls in singapore are all arrogant. singapore girls, please go to other countries and find your hot korean or japanese guys. seriously man. u think we guys are so attracted to you? u wear until so little, reveal here and there is for what? for us to see la. knn. motherbitches. say us pervert, then u wear until so little for fuck. diam la. u think u wat. godness arh. i must kowtow tou arh? give the arrogant face for wat? think like no guys pei de qi ni arh. wait till u 30 man. u hit 30, u become old hag, and what happen to the guys u say fuck off? 30 years old is their peak. so stfu. dont talk cock man. still think u so pretty. can pretty how long? bimbo fuck. in the end still have to marry guy and life on them. so shut the fuck up man. useless whores. u are just used to increase population man. (this part is to the general population of the singapore girls. i used to think that it was just a small group, but no. it is the general population.) i just cannot stand u girls man. think you all are so classy and stuff. in the end wat? get fuck by guys oso. talk cock nia. fml. this sucks. everything sucks. i have to go to school and smile, even if i dont want to. no offense but seriously, i have a lot of thoughts where i would just rather be renhao, outcasted by the class. it is just so nice. to have a quiet time, rather to handle friendship problems here and there. i think i want to have no cliques. i just want to have friends and no clique in tp. my clique shall forever be the clique in 4/4. no regrets man. i dont give a fuck to anyone anymore in tp. u fuck with me, i fuck u back. dont ever try to fuck with me.

fuck.

2010-04-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Poly life isnt nice at all in a single bit. feeling damn stress these few days. as if anyone can really understand. haix. whatever.. larry is gone too and he has to pay for his internet usage per hour. LOL. sounds like lan. plus, if he paid and goes online just to see that none of us are online, then it is ggxx for him. lol. first day of school then tio ISOFun assignment. knn. graded somemore. by monday need hand in, and i haven do anything yet. then tml nd to go take sgc and make ez link card. then sat and sun got work. knn. when got time to do sia. come home so shaq, go school so shaq. knn. do what fuck. fuck this world la. fuck off everyone. as if. just leave me alone. lol. i will just die quietly. lol. -.-

larry!

2010-03-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE U LARRY! COME BACK TO SINGAPORE! DONT STAY IN HONG KONG! THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU! MY DONGSENG!

updates.

2010-03-03T17:01:00.010+08:00

trying to be like g-dragon.
taeyang..
top..
daesung..
this taste like school...
yes. really.
like... 99% pink dolphin. lol.
larry only know how to eat!
korean beer. taste like... 95% heineken.
woo. lol.
i lost my couple ring-.- cb.
WOAH!
ITS!
KOH!
RENHAO!
i wan this bag. lol. mum say can buy! wee. gonna buy!

This video has me humping the toy and vice versa! lol!
nothin much. just updating. my blog is dead. let the pictures do the talking. thinking of changing skin. lol. lalalala. poly life is starting in another 1and half months? hope i dont get any job interview. working something u dont like is fuckin boring. bye.

updates.

2010-01-15T19:31:00.006+08:00

I'm fine thank you!
Hello there how are you today?

Wes is damn strong and damn cool. the videos explain all!

nothing much happened these days. heehee. or should i say i didnt take any pictures or videos of anything. life has been ok. lol. these pictures and videos were taken a long long time ago. my blog is close to dead. lol. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

updates.

2009-12-01T17:18:00.005+08:00

just some updates.

how to spend yr holidays!

2009-11-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

Hi. i am back. with a positive and optimistic mindset. i think. ok. i am going to start to list out a few things to do, to spend yr after o's holiday meaningfully! :D thank me afterwards ok. get me some heineken beer. lol. ok first up. get yourself wasted everyday with BEER for the next four months, till yr poly life starts. you will wake up everyday with a hangover and then at night, get yrself wasted with the cold, fresh and awesome taste of beer once again. try heineken. cause i like it. lol. cause tiap likes it. tt's why i like it. LOL. ok. 2nd grab a few drinks and snacks and sit in front of the computer to play HAPPY FARM at facebook. (p.s. if u do, please be my neighbour. thanks! :]) you can watch the seeds that you have planted, grow into fruits or plants within a matter of hours! you can slowly watch the countdown and water the plants, get rid of the weeds and pests for yrself and yr neighbours! and if you are really bored, you can steal the fruits and plants from yr neighbour, when they are unaware that their plants have already blossomed, because they are not like you, sitting in front of the computer, waiting 24hour to steal and harvest and watch yr plant grow! awesome idea isnt it? 3rd how about u trying to get yrself a god damn JOB? its cool and fun! because you get to make yrself so tired and when u get home, you will gobble down yr dinner and go to sleep! the best part of this is that u get to spend the money tt you earned, slogging yrself everyday on yr job, all in one fucking day! isnt tt awesome? you get to head down to orchard road and buy anything you fancy. seriously. anything. i think. LOL. this would be awesome. for the guys, girls will be flocking to you. isnt tt another awesome factor? 4th you can also choose to sit in front of the computer and watch FAMILY OUTING! it is not just awesome. it is FUCKING AWESOME! you can watch from episode 1 to episode 72! and it is still going on! and by the time u reach episode 72, they probably will have another 10 episodes! which will become episode82! isnt tt awesome? 5th if you really want to use the computer and not play Happy Farm or watch Family Outing. which is a bad idea. you can on your computer and STARE at your very own WALLPAPER on your fucking desktop! isnt tt AWESOME? i think it is! ok. i have listed 5 AWESOME ways to spend yr next 4 months holidays! this is a great way to recover and relax yrself after the BIG O's! i will be back, to give more ways on how to spend yr holidays, if i can think of more. but for now. YOU. try my methods. they are AWESOME. you can give me some comments AFTER trying:D

cold

2009-11-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

I think i caught something. something that i have not catch for a long time. the thing is called koh.
same surname as hao and ray and i sia. another name is call flu. lol. have fun. 2012 is coming -.-

...

2009-11-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

being able to feel alive is good.

10 reasons why people die.

2009-11-07T01:59:00.003+08:00

Nihilism, Sacrifice, Loneliness, Intoxication, Destruction, Despair, Rage, Greed, Madness, Old Age. Well. I have all of the above. but more to NIHILISM. but who cares. lol. takecare my friends.

The term nihilism is sometimes used in association with anomie to explain the general mood of despair at a perceived pointlessness of existence that one may develop upon realizing there are no necessary norms, rules, or laws.

Nihilism argues that life is without objective meaning, purpose or intrinsic value. Moral Nihilists assert that morality does not inherently exist, and that any established moral values are abstractly contrived. Subsequently there are no moral values with which to uphold a rule or logically prefer one action over another. Meaning, there is no point to anything, as in, any action taken has absolutley no value to the meaning in which is was taken. There was no purpose to taking it in the first place.

True and Fake Friends.

2009-11-07T01:38:00.002+08:00

Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust.

Envy (also called invidiousness) may be defined as an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another's (perceived) superior quality, achievement, or possession and either desires it or wishes that the other lacked it."

Eveything is clearer now. I am not as emo as I used to be. And yes. It's cause I have a girlfriend now. She is LYDIA TAN LAY TIAP. I LOVE HER. Those who stayed and believed me are the ones i truly appreciate. Thanks. I know you guys understand. The remaining ones... I am just ok... you can find an infinite amount of reasons to scold me. I don't really mind. I am just... tired of you le. Go spread yr rumors la.. :D i cannot be bothered.

:D

2009-10-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

I M SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW :D

updates

2009-10-15T01:25:00.007+08:00

I like you.

2009-09-21T23:39:00.001+08:00

I like you so much.. so much...

songs

2009-09-20T19:15:00.004+08:00

Girls Don't know - F.T.I

She doesn't know
She doesn't really know
This painful love
I love alone
Say good bye and let her go
I erase and erase
But can't even erase away her finger tip
She is the only one for me,
And I let her go
She doesnt know love
She doesnt know my heart that only knows love
She doesnt know love
She doesnt know a love of a sad man
She is a woman who only knows good byes,
So she doesnt know love
You definitely dont know my heart
You dont know love
So you leave me and choose a different love
You dont even know at least half of my torn heart.
You dont know anything but yourself
And I dont know anything but you
I dont know good byes
So love stays with me like a wound
Today I sit alone in the room that you left
I know nothing but you
The wound becomes a scar
I cant even forget the touch of your fingers
You are my only one
And Im letting you go away
She doesnt know a love of a sad man
I only wait for her
She doesnt know this hurtful love
She doesnt know this tragic love
She doesnt know my heart that only knows love
She doesnt know love
She doesnt know a love of a sad man
She is a woman who only knows good byes,
So she doesnt know love

Love Sick - F.T.I
When I miss you, I close my eyes so I can see you better
I try to forget and erase you, but i get reminded of you even more
I told myself a lie thinking that you would come back
You said that you would be coming back and all I can do is wait
The sin of loving a person a lot
Because of you and my sin, I'm sick of waiting
Because of you and my sin, I'm crying in pain like this
Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful and I hurt alone
Did you have to leave me that far away
I should have loved you with all my life, but you forget me like a heartless person
I should have loved you with all my life, but now you lived forgetting me
With all my life to the person that I loved
The person that gave me tears and left
The tough love in which I was hurt alone

Light thinks that it travels faster than anything. But it does not realise that no matter how fast it travels, darkness is always there before him. Waiting.

updates.

2009-09-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

life's been normal as usual. nothin much to update. yea. so here is one video of wes trying to find his wallet, while in the bus. he took damn long to find it. there is a part two. but i dunno where. lol. trust me. it's really long. took me a long time to post it on the blog too.
1 2 3 4, watever i do now or in the future, please always trust me. I have totally no regrets in knowing you. Thanks fer everything. Whatever you may see or hear, please have trust in me and believe me, for i will never do anything to harm you or watsoever. I hope that you will not do anything to me too. P.S. This might be suicidal. LOL.

updates

2009-08-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

3 more months and i will be a new man. I will leave this school. I will definately miss all the friends that i have come to know. and most definately her. although she will never read my blog, cause she dun know. I will miss her. lol. whenever you are feeling down and walking alone, never be afraid. cause if you have a friend called, renhao, he will be there to walk beside you. he is a friend that will never leave you in the lurch. and for that and much more, I thank you. RenHao. have you ever been in a position, in which you are needed help really badly? changjie, thanks for everything. hahas. seriously i really appreciate it although i dun show it. I just took several eq test and i realise mine is 60-68. lol. erm.. GG? appreciate all the ppl around you. give them yr true self and nothing else. appreciate all yr family members and listen to yr elders. give them the respect they deserve, even if they may bu jiang dao li sometimes. they do things with their reasons in mind, just tt they dun show it or say it. thanks everyone for being true to me. I hope so. hahas. you guys made me feel like i did not enter a wrong class. there might be conflict, but at the end of the day, we can cast them aside and unite together. and tt's 4/4. 4/4! thanks for all the memories that you have created for me. i will never forget them. i will look back in years to come and smile at the things we have done. Saranghae...

Abracadabra

2009-08-22T19:01:00.002+08:00

I used to be nice, soft and tender
but if I keep going crazy like this
you will change me into something bad.
I have put a spell again on a puppet that looks like you.
Everyday I dream of you
Do you love me?
Do you love me?
I want to hold you in my arms
I will do anything and even more.
You are my fantasy
I will put everything on stake to have you.
I need to stop thinking about you because I can't take it anymore
In the name of god, why do i worry about you?
You are stuck in my heart!
I am in the voodoo island
I do it for the sake of my plan to get you
In this spell I have the desire to hold you
Abracadabra execute it all
I pretend to be cool, what a surprise
Pretending to leave and go and meet someone.

Da Ga Wa Suh (Closer)

2009-08-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

You can say I'm crazy,
You can call me what every you like.
But there's only one thing that you cannot judge,
It's my love for you.

updates.

2009-08-09T17:44:00.013+08:00

wow.
erm, yea. is he trying to suan larry?
it's... a snail.
would you look at ben.
yes look at him.
nice sky?
wat a question.
ok.. continue to look at the next picture.
the answer... is a bit obvious..
larry, sleepin.
larry, when someone wakes him up when he is sleepin.
hao sleepin.
cute siol.
hey, it's the over 9000 dude.
yes it's him.
the over 9000 dude.

the first video is larry playing the piano. second and third is wyn playing wit the broom. fourth is amelia singing while peeling the prawn's shell. fifth is benedict and last is me spinning.

Smile.

2009-07-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

Can someone make me laugh out loud heartily.
I can't... smile.

Walk

2009-07-18T17:27:00.003+08:00

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
Respect, walk
Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve.
You cry to weak friends that sympathize.
Can you hear the violins playing you song?
Those same friends tell me your every word.
Are you talking to me?
No way punk.

Lies.

2009-06-23T19:28:00.005+08:00

KOJIMAR KOJIMAR KOJIMAR!

It's 12 at night, drunk with a tired voice. It's 2 in the morning, a cold hangup of the phone. No one knows my heart. I can't stop love...love...love... Even though it hurts, I keep repeating. Have you ever loved. Like in the movies, where they fall in love at first sight. Stayed up all night on the phone. Waiting in the pouring rain. Ran like crazy towards them. Secretly watched them. Gone crazy. Pretended not to see them. Of course you have loved. Gone broke because of anniverseries. Said sorry, even after u did well. Stayed up all night writing a love letter. Pray to god, for them not to get hurt. Avoided friends. Watched their backs as they left. Have you ever broken up? Had your makeup erased in the rain. Avoided a place, thinking that you would meet them there. Get drunk and dial their number, and had your lips freezed. Of course, you had broken up. Hated them as much as you loved them. Erased a number you couldn't forget. Thought that all the sad songs in the world are about you. No one knows what i am feeling. Actually, you're the only one who doesn't know.

Non nul naege malhaettji wae, saranghandan malhaji anhnyago. Nal saranghagi hanyago? Gunde nan malya, jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge, yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo. Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje, malhalge nol wihae, akkyoduwottdon gumal. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Mwol guri mangsroinyago, guge guri oryobnyago, nae mamul dutgo shipdago. Gunde nan malya, jombo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji ankhe, gu onu nalboda arumdabge, giokdwidorok. Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje, malhalge nol wihae, akkyoduwottdon gumal. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha, negeangyo shigani momchugirul barae, na irohke nol. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Nol saranghae, Nol saranghae. Saranghae.

With a passionate heart, and only two shy hands...
At first, it's the same for everyone.
In one look,my whole heart was taken away...
While watching your presence by my side...
Without knowing it, my heart starts to beat with a thump thump.
Though i thought of it, thinking i was getting too far ahead of myself...
Or that my heart alone would be discovered which could end everything.
Due to my useless pride,
I wonder if you've come to dislike this kind of me...
Though I knew, acting like I didn't, though I liked you, i acted like i didn't.
Love means approaching them first, as much as you wish to.
Love you save up isn't love at all, it's something that replenishes itself to however much of it is given.
Even more painful than breakup, is carrying for a lifetime the heart you couldn't give away completely.
With an embittering love and a scarred heart...
Trying to believe even this once is hard, love means showing your heart before trying to put it in words.
For love, there is no need for irrelevant and meaningless...
The solution lies in taking it step by step together.
More important than the words I Love You, is trusting each other like we did since the very beginning.
Do you know that You are my everything and I Love You.

Saying "I Love You"

2009-06-14T11:53:00.005+08:00

Yes. I have become a WONDERFUL, and it's a hardcore one too. See the photos on top, except for the first photo? That's YOOBIN! the first photo is SUNYE, the leader of WonderGirls. lol. I support WG like ks. especially yoobin. i m joining sgwonderfuls. anyone wan come too?

Non nul naege malhaettji wae, saranghandan malhaji anhnyago. Nal saranghagi hanyago? Gunde nan malya, jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge, yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo. Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje, malhalge nol wihae, akkyoduwottdon gumal. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Mwol guri mangsroinyago, guge guri oryobnyago, nae mamul dutgo shipdago. Gunde nan malya, jombo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji ankhe, gu onu nalboda arumdabge, giokdwidorok. Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje, malhalge nol wihae, akkyoduwottdon gumal. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha, negeangyo shigani momchugirul barae, na irohke nol. Saranghae, haessalboda nunboshin, noye misorul nal anajudon noye dusonul. Saranghae saranghae. Yaksokhae na joldae non ttona, jianhulgelrohke nul neeyope sosona, malhalge. Nol saranghae, Nol saranghae. Saranghae.

Know Who Your True Friends Are

2009-06-14T11:51:00.005+08:00

CJ asked me what is the girl's name, then i go say is anna. if u zoom in u can see that the model's name is anna. but CJ said that i was wrong. her name is Baby-G. -_-"
now that's CJ.
Wyn's leg so ZAI.
best. in class.
must be submitted for Empress Ng to check. wow.

Mr Tan & Mr Yeo VS Wes & Ray (Basketball)
Score: 5-7
KWYTFA, _l_tw, IDFLLA, FOAOU

Kim Bum Soo feat YooBin - Do You Know That?

2009-06-06T17:33:00.002+08:00

With a passionate heart, and only two shy hands...
At first, it's the same for everyone.
In one look,my whole heart was taken away...
While watching your presence by my side...
Without knowing it, my heart starts to beat with a thump thump.
Though i thought of it, thinking i was getting too far ahead of myself...
Or that my heart alone would be discovered which could end everything.
Due to my useless pride,
I wonder if you've come to dislike this kind of me...
Though I knew, acting like I didn't, though I liked you, i acted like i didn't.
Love means approaching them first, as much as you wish to.
Love you save up isn't love at all, it's something that replenishes itself to however much of it is given.
Even more painful than breakup, is carrying for a lifetime the heart you couldn't give away completely.
With an embittering love and a scarred heart...
Trying to believe even this once is hard, love means showing your heart before trying to put it in words.
For love, there is no need for irrelevant and meaningless...
The solution lies in taking it step by step together.
More important than the words I Love You, is trusting each other like we did since the very beginning.

Do you know that You are my everything and I Love You.

updates.

2009-06-01T13:28:00.010+08:00

Terrorists!
Ray's head is gone! lol he bend down.
Jon's POA paper...

Wes chem equation. is correct one. but note, he put equal.
Lol. selling to kids a casino set? at hot a price somemore.
Gangsters In Bus.
Wow.
Ben unglam.

...

2009-06-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

Bring Me The Horizon
All Time Low

SHIT.

2009-05-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Just having random moods lately. hahahas. but... it's better to smile. smile everything away. sometimes it's just better to not show. if u dunno to show or not to show, then it's better not to show. this is how the world goes isn't it? you may find what i m going to type very very familiar but tt's how i feel now. so yea. this is just going to be a long post, tt is full of anger and stuff. so if u find it boring, then maybe u just proceed to look at some past pictures or blog hop to other blogs. thank you.

wait and think. sometimes I need to remember just to breathe. sometimes I need you to stay away from me. sometimes i'm in disbelief I didn't know. sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well. sometimes I
just feel like screaming at myself. just give me myself back and forget our memories, forget our possibilities. I don't need you anymore. I don't need one more day of you wasting me away.

and when I pretend everything is what I want it to be, I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see. I can't pretend this is the way it will stay. i'm just trying to bend the truth. I can't pretend i'm who you want me to be. I wanna be pushed aside so let me go. let me take back my life, i rather be all alone. anywhere on my own cause I can see the very worst part of you
is me.

see and believe. I remember what they taught to me. remember condescending talk of who I ought to be. remember listening to all of that and this again, so I pretended up a person who was fitting in, and now you think this person really is me. but the more I push, the more i'm pulling away. this isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me...

regret r normal. there are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me, wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy. too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away, afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say. too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around, you think having the upper hand means you've got to keep putting me down. but I've had too many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand, just wait until the upper hand is mine.

your thoughts. so many people like me, put so much trust in all your lies, so concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside. so many people like me walk on eggshells all day long, all I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on. there are so many things you say that make me feel like you've crossed the line. what goes up will surely fall and i'm counting down the time, cause I've had so many stand-offs with you, its about as much as I can stand, so i'm waiting until the upper hand is mine.

doings are either sins or charity. one minute you r on top, the next you r not, watch it drop. making your heart stop, just before you hit the floor. one minute you r on top, the next you r not, missed your shot. making your heart stop, you think you won, and then it's all gone. I know i will never trust a single thing you say, you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway, and all the lies have got you floating up above us all, but what goes up has got to fall...

dead.

2009-05-14T17:15:00.004+08:00

I tried to "AL" at u. But to no avail. It has been weeks since.. But today.. WHY? WHY? WHY DID U HAVE TO "WP" ME? My "H" hurts so much. so what now. whatever. there is so much things going through my head now. LUCIUS WHAT U SAID IS TRUE! I M GOING TO FOLLOW YR ADVICE! till i blog again. bye.

You seem so trust-able. But somethings you seem so un-trust-able Maybe not. And for that.. JIC. Just a few more minutes.. YAY! Hahahas. Hahahas. Hahahas. Hahahas. Hahahas. This is so funny. It seems fun. Maybe.. Maybe.. Wait, Wait don't be impatient kmf. Wait, you don't want to "GH" Shh Shh. Wait..

You may think it's not you, but it's you. You may think it's you, but it's not you. Hahahas. Hahahas. Hahahas.

crap.

2009-04-26T17:21:00.001+08:00

Sorry dude. but i m leavin.

Updates!

2009-04-24T20:31:00.012+08:00

CJ's comic strip!

2009-04-24T20:12:00.008+08:00

One day, CJ was eating his lunch.
Then he saw a LOLI!
He decided to stalk the LOLI.
He used all sorts of different methods to hide himself.
As u all know he is a PedoBEAR!
His ultimate hiding technique! the revealing of only his lips!
He then thought of a plan.
He tried to lure the LOLI by acting as an unconcious person.
He then took out his weapon!
Then he begin to STRIKE!
But the LOLI noticed and counter attacked!
CJ got a left hook to his cheek!
He then begins to fall...
He could not bear the pain any longer.
The LOLI held a weapon at his neck!
From that moment, he knew that he lost!
He cannot stand the pain that he lost!
He began to cry and poured out all his sorrows!
When he was too tired of crying, he slept.
He was so tired...
The damage inflicted to the LOLI! see those red marks above the white band?

This is actually a comic strip that Rayner n I have created for CJ! yay! ENJOY!

updates.

2009-04-05T22:22:00.005+08:00

THANKS!

2009-03-29T18:14:00.001+08:00

HARLOWS HARLOWS! I M HERE JUST TO BLOG ABOUT HOW TIAPPPPPPP! HELP ME WITH THE CHANGE OF THE BLOGSKIN AND EVERYTHING. U GUYS MIGHT HAVE SEEN THIS SKIN BEFORE. I DECIDED TO USE IT BACK AGAIN. DUE TO LOTS OF THINGS HAPPENING, I USED UP LOTS OF HER TIME TO DO MY BLOG! I WAN TO THANK HER! TIAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP THANKS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

100th post

2009-03-29T10:57:00.002+08:00

i didn't expect my 100th post to turn out like this. took me 2 years plus to get to my 100th post. wow. great. what i m going to blog about is that i m going to leave the so called clique of mine. yea yea. watever you guys say. you guys are far better of without me. so what's the use of me staying. tt's not the only reason y. there are also other factors that contributes to my decision. but still, i m going to leave. it ain anyone of yr fault or anything ok? it is my decision to leave. leaving this clique wun do much to you guys anyway, so just save tt tears or breath to ask me to come back. all i wan now is tt you guys wun treat me normally like any other student in class. I dun need pity, I dun need consolation. if you guys cannot treat me like any other student in the class, then treat me as an outcast. be it this way.

the world has got a funny way of turning you around,
when a friend tries to stab you right in the face,
losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew.

I cant seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold,
you tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
its funny to me how you have turned into such a joke.

once more you tell those lies to me,
why cant you just be straight up with honesty.
when you say those things in my ear,
why do you always tell me what you wanna hear.

betrayed but not gonna be willing to change,
and it doesnt seem likely to fade.
stop pretending to deny

all along you know you thought you got the best of me,
but you were wrong and i m laughing right in your face,
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family.

pictures and videos update

2009-03-26T23:22:00.007+08:00

KT like a KID!
COUPLE (look at the matching clothes)
COUPLE! (u know i m just jokin)

movie week

2009-03-20T20:53:00.001+08:00

Detroit Metal City
Coming Soon
Race To Witch Mountain
Mall Cop

since the start of the march holidays, i have been doing nothin much. I haven even started on my homework yet. how great can this get? been watching lots of movies lately. it has been a long time since i have had caught a movie. i started of the movie spree on thrusday, by watching "Coming Soon". it's a horro movie, but watever. it ain really tt scary, cause the ghost facial looks ain scary in the first place. the thing tt is scary is the suspense. i was shocked by one scene. nxt was watching "Race To Witch Mountain" after the wed remidal classes. we were released earlier due to mrs lim being unable to come to class because of illness. on thrusday, met with the best friends of my life to catch "Detroit Metal City". at first i thought it was gonna be a lame movie. but i feel that the movie is really cool and funny. if u r really bored or down, u might wanna catch this movie. i would wan to catch it a second time. and today i met up with great friends to eat lunch. But i was late. AGAIN. due to the ability to not wake up on time. caught "Mall Cop". it was really really funny. another comedy i guess. so that's it. fuck. i haven even started homework. maybe tml i guess. haix. only if i have the will to do my homework. only if it was not san fen zhong de re du. maybe my life would have been better. much better i guess.

more updates.

2009-03-20T19:58:00.007+08:00

more updates!

2009-03-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

EMO KID!
two spastic people had arrived from outer space..
Personality Test (Larry ask me do) tt's all.

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

updates

2009-03-15T14:54:00.004+08:00

CJ slant erm. u know.
sleepy class.
sleepy.
arh arh. wat is this? ben is taking the first step?
wat have he seen. y does he look so elated and excited?
two weird people on the bus, thinking tt they are holding onto the handlebars. but they are not.
this is kaiTONG physic test paper. and yes. u have not seen wrongly. she got 2and a half marks.
This is a spastic ramen.
yea. more pictures. i will keep uploading more pictures. cause pictures tell a story easier. tt's all.

so tired.

2009-03-01T21:59:00.005+08:00

i m so tired about the things tt is happening around me. seems like everything i hate is revolving around me so much. so much. i m so gonna kill myself. sometimes when u want to save a friendship or relationship, it just do not end up the way u want it to be huh? i m feeling so speechless, tired and at the same time on the verge of giving up. haix. what is with all the lies and backstabbing with one another. i doubt i will understand though. dun know y i m bothered bout this too. gonna stand neutral although i know where i really wanna stand. but this is for the class. i m not sure y though but i really feel so tired tired. maybe i have been drugged by someone. lol. haix. this post is getting no where. i just feel like typing something so here i m. but y do i feel so tired so so tired. i feel like so depressed. i wanna fly into the sky like an eagle without any worries. with the vast sky above me and the colling wind blowing against me. dude get back to the real world. haix. so wat now? i have deleted all my computer games. i have no mood for basketball anymore. i m just joining my friends when they want to play. but deep down inside, i have no mood for it. totally. so wat m i gonna do now? i feel so tired so so so tired. i wish june holidays can come faster. so i can pia my studies. then finally i will leave this freakin school. i know some of my primary school friends think that i have already graduated. but after reading this post, they will finally know that i had retained at sec3 so now this year is my sec4. heard from her that the sec5 dun like me. she said cause they find me act big? did i really do tt? lol. i nvr even talk to them or do anything -_-". they wan find trouble i oso got nothin to do. watever. haix. so tired i m. i could just fall from ten thousand feet above the ground. wat m i actually experiencing? y do i feel so tired? is there even a reason for it? oh yarh. one more question. i m still not sure of it though. been searching for the answer for close to 4 years? what is the excat meaning of life? y do we live on this earth? yea. watever man. who bothers? well. till then.

haixc...

2009-02-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

this is so fucking COMPLICATING! i dun understand a SINGLE SHIT that is going through. and everyone is not telling me wat is happening. fuck it. FUCK IT. i m going to leave the clique. there is no point in staying there le. 4/4 has experienced a hell lot of things for the past two weeks. firstly is that CJ is outta the clique. secondly, is some conversation thing which no one wants to tell me wat it is about. I KNOW A BIT, but den not the full story! SO Y IS THERE NO FUCKING PERSON TRYING TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME! HAIX. THE CLIQUE IS SO OVER MAN! thirdly is that HOW COME WESLEY IS EMO TODAY? fourth, ray and larry got some discipline matters to attend to. lastly, is that ren hao got his ball confiscated by two teachers. what is the world coming into.. walao. i had enough le. from now i will STAND ALONE.

more updates.

2009-02-24T20:13:00.005+08:00

arh arh..
arh arh..

YAN DAO!
found this in my phone-_-"
emo kids.
wa police agents sia.

updates.

2009-02-24T19:25:00.008+08:00

yes this is ray's bluetooth name.

apparently some fan fainted.

nothin much. just updates. if i dun update now, i will have tons to update next time. i still haven update my taiwan pictures -_-". i think now it is up to ra to save it le. if not, it is gonna get crashed. tml i got a feeling that something will happen.. we'll see..

Fuck

2009-02-23T20:01:00.010+08:00

Fuck it. why is it breaking? is it of today's incident? if so i seriously apologise for my actions. It would not have happened if i actually returned wes's wallet. FUCK. why. is it gonna be crushed so easily? why is it so easy to say break? wtf. i cannot stand it anymore. watever. if only it was my bone breaking. i rather that happen to me, than wat is breaking now. wat m i suppose to do? wat can i actually do. there has got to be a way so salvage this shit that we are going through now. m i just suppose to sit there and watch it break. i cannot accept this. if all i have to do is just to take the blame, i DON'T MIND! seriously it was my fault too. FUCK all this just for... a stupid incident. is this wat u guys wanted in the first place? just something to ignite it. and POOF! it is gone. there u guys have it liao. wat u guys always wanted. STUPID FUCK! watever la. let me fuck off and die all by myself. watever fuck man. wait till i completely return man.Valac is back. fuckers.

Dead

2009-02-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

WAT THE FUCK ARE U TRYING TO DO?

test

2009-02-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Liveliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Social Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Abstractness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Introversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Independence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Tension	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%

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rainie yang

2009-02-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

tml is the rainie yang meet and greet. she will be introducing her new drama serial. it is called ai jiu zai yi qi. i wan go sia. but it is at woodlands. i have made all the arrangements le. the best part is tt, no one wan go wit me. all say too far. haix.. dunno la. anything la. fuck. sian. i ask like 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 ppl n none of them wan go. cause y? all say TOO FAR. maybe it is just me. they dun wan go wit me. no one wans to go wit emo boy. haicx.. sian. so wat m i gonna do. curse myself to fall sick badly till i cannot even stand up and walk. so tt i dun feel so regretful, not being able to attend the meet and greet session. FOR FUCK! WALAO!. i m going mad. can get to meet her up close sia. and get poster plus her signature. so shoick. nvm la. haixc. i still remember first day of school i cut off my fringe. i was damn optimistic and always laughing. and now it is just a bit more and my emo fringe is gonna come back. emo boy is reappearing soon. i m gonna have spilt personality soon. NICE. ok.. been thinking a lot. it seems that everything is fitting into the picture le. i m able to see things more clearly le. dunno la. haixc. as ah hao says thinking too much is bad. u will become more skeptical. but too bad. i m already in a position where thinking has become part of my everyday life. life seriously sucks. thoughts of an emo boy. dun lyk it plz close the window. watever. i just hate myself and the world. can't seem to understand myself and the world. can't seem to adapt to myself and how the freaking world works. watever. i seriously think i have no more bosom friends le. they are just friends or mere aquaintances. in my batch i can really see true friendship. while in this batch i can only see, everyman for himself. tt is just my thoughts. i can be wrong. i hope i m. but wat i have seen for the past year and so have proven tt i might be just right. when one approaches u. he/she must have a motive. or else he/she will just approach u to have fun and enjoyment wit u. haicx. i m not saying all this shit cause no one wans to accompany me to the rainie thing. but tt is wat i think. i cannot stop thinking and i dun think i will wan to stop. i dun know how to continue this post anymore. can't stand critics. stupid ppl. haic. it all started with a no right scene. watever. fucked up world. fuck you. u guys will nvr learn a god damn thing. one day i will show all of u wat i mean. emo boys are destinied to have no bosom friends though. its okay when ppl are also saying tt u r acting all weird and stuff. got used to tt le. say i freak or eccentric when ppl first meet me. haixc. watever. can't wait for march holidays. watever freak weird earth. just wait and see losers. to those who had look down on me in terms of academic wise. even once. just u wait..

Bad Luck

2009-02-15T14:51:00.002+08:00

yes. this whole week has been nothin but bad luck for me. i seriously don't know y i m and must experience this stupid thing. maybe next time i can use it for my personal recount essay for bad luck. i haven been doing anything tt is bad or illegal, but y must i experince such shit. firstly, i lost my wallet tt i bought in Germany. inside the wallet consists of 20 plus bucks, jaychou cards, membership cards, tailsmen from Taiwan and Singapore, momentos and more stuffs which i cannot remember. then, i got my phone confiscated by some teacher. apparently i cannot say anything about her. in case some teachers come to my blog and see. then report to her and stuff. wat is with them anyway. i didnt sms in class or anything neither was i playing the music loudly in class. i was sitting quietly at the back of the class, calling my mum. the best part is tt, there was no class already. not like i m using it in lessons or wat. next was BreakOut at the esplanade. It was GREAT! everything about BreakOut was great. hope they produce some dvd or vcd. cause i will definatley buy it. after BreakOut when to eat with my c-mates. went to yoshinoya. many funny things happened. when to wes house after tt. played mj and did other things too. here comes the 3rd bad luck. Chang asked me to take the taxi wit him. I SHLD HAVE! however i said no. cause i only had 6bucks left. he said it was enough. but den i wanted to save money, somemore i have bus consession, so i rejected his idea. we boarded on different buses home. i took 59. i boarded the bus with my New wallet, still with me at tt moment. this wallet was given by my mum. it was kinda like a vintage wallet cause it was pretty old and stuff. but i liked it very much. words cannot describe how much i really liked the wallet. I REALLY LOVED THAT WALLET VERY MUCH, MUCH MORE THAN ALL MY PREVIOUS WALLET! walao a. then there was an INDIAN who boarded the bus at a stop after mine. the bus was pretty much empty. however he still went to sit beside me. i didnt know y n i did not want to know y. a few minutes later, he alighted the bus at TAMP SAFRA. be4 he went alighted the bus, he was trying to call someone. when the doors of the bus closed, he looked at me for one last time with suspicious eyes. it didnt bothered me much. soon, it was time for me to alight. i did the usual routine, and tt is to check tt all my stuff was still with me. to my horror, i found out tt i lost my friggin wallet! i began to search everywhere for my wallet. however i could not find it. i was sitting at the corner sit. so i think back. and i realise tt the FUCKING INDIAN PICKPOCKETED ME! WAT THE FUCK LA! when i alighted, i was two stops after my bus-stop. so friggin far. i ran back the whole way. i was sibei upset. it was not about the money, neither was it the ezlink card and stuff. it was the wallet.. WAIT u FUCKING INDIAN. JUST WAIT. UNTIL I FIND U. I SWEAR TO GOD AND CROSS MY HEART TT IF I FRIGGIN FIND U, I WILL BEAT THE FUCK! OUT OF U! BE IT IF I M ALONE OR WAT! JUST WAIT BITCH.. JUST WAIT..

fuck.

2009-02-12T19:01:00.001+08:00

Fuck it. Watever. All the things i Hate revolves around me.

NO MORE DOTA!

2009-02-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

YES PPL! FOR NO REASON, I HAVE DELETED MY WORLD OF WARCRAFT. I HAVE DELETED EVERYTHING THAT HAS CONNECTION TO DOTA! THIS INCLUDES MY MIRC, LANCRAFT, GARENA AND MY HAMACHI. EVERYTHING HAS BEEN DELETED! THERE IS NO MORE GAMES IN MY COMPUTER! NOT EVEN SUPER MARIO OR LF2! THERE IS NO FRIGGIN GAME IN MY COMUPTER NOW!

HALU!

2009-02-05T20:13:00.006+08:00

FWAHAHAHAH! I M BACK! lol. I m here to THANK GUOGUO! He tried to console me in a way or so, when i told him i was upset losing my wallet! he said something like PO CAI BI NAN! and i also wanna THANK RENHAO! he did his VERI BEST in helping me to find my wallet! THANKS GUYS! I FELT BETTER! WOOO! CURSES TO THE PERSON WHO TOOK IT N NOT RETURN TO ME!

more updates!

2009-01-25T03:20:00.006+08:00

YEA! it's the Xu Bang ppl! dun play play HOR!
Tough-looking!
Act Cute nia!
LOOK AT WES FACE! I REPEAT LOOK AT WES FACE!
We are happy!
We are sad..
Peace man! Chill. It's Peace!
The Spastic-ness in us!
and look wat we have here. it's LARRY OMFG! LET'S GET OUTTA HERE! IMMEDIATELY!
CHANG!!!!!
WOO! RAMEN!

we went to Marina Barage on firday. let the pictures do the talking!

updates!

2009-01-25T03:04:00.008+08:00

just some updates..

Test

2009-01-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

Larry wanted me to take a test on my personality type, so here is it.
the website is www.ipersonic.com

Dreamy Idealist (DI)

(Just visiting? Take the free personality test and determine your iPersonic type!)

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.
» Learn more about the Dreamy Idealist at work ...

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.
» Learn more about the Dreamy Idealist in love ...

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

FAMILY!

2009-01-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

WOO! i m here to blog about my family! it was started by me! i m the creator! woo! so smart! LOL. ok lets start with the family members! ok first of is ME! i m the LAOPEH! no serious! I M LAOPEH! wahahaha! dun play play hor!woo! ok next is my laopeh! which is the AHGONG! tt is RAYMOND! my MISTRESS is WYN! then is my ELDEST ZA BOR KIA! tt person is WESLEY! my 2ND ZA BOR KIA is AMELIA! then my 3RD ZA BOR KIA is CHANGJIE! lastly my YOUNGEST ZA BOR KIA is GUOWEI! currently this is my FAMILY members! we will recruit more if possible! YAY! woo! LOL. ok lets move on the the STORY and how my ZA BOR KIAS came about!

OK! lets START! i know u ppl cannot wait to hear about the story right! yea yea! okok! relax i m going to start liao! settle down la! i dun wan to hear all yr screaming and excitment la! i know i m good la! STOP SCREAMING FOR ME LA! aiyo. okok i start liao!

I had a wife, which has died while giving birth to AMELIA! be4 she died, she gave birth to WESLEY and AMELIA! they followed me since now! then when i was working, i met a CHEO BU! her name is WYN. sibei CHEO man. i could not take it. and i began to GUI HUN outside with her! wooo! so fun! then one day, i was walking on the street and i saw a small child lost in the streets. she could not find her parents. i tired to help but to no avail. so i brought her home. the child's name is CHANGJIE! lastly, i found my youngest ZaBorKia outside my doorstep! apparently some cruel parent dump her on my doorstep. being a kind soul i kept her with me! her name is GUOWEI! ok. u might be wondering where is my mum? since RAYMOND is my laopeh! according to RAYMOND, he pushed her off a 4 storey building. and that was the end of my mum!

ok! thats all! i will post more if i recruit more FAMILY members! so fun! weee! hahhaas! BUH BYE! CHEERIOS! will be back to blog! wooo! :D

WESLEY BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

omg. today is wes's birthday! and i actually mixed up the day -_-". long story. i thought his birthday was on the 16th. GREAT! until ray told me early in the morning when he sms-ed me. LOL. I m blogging to let the whole world know tt it is WESLEY BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WESLEY! okay now we same age le! hahas. only for a few months! wahahaha. and now u can watch NC16! woohoo! LOL. ok lets move on the O's result. mei quan got 17. and TECKY got 15, LUCIUS got 13! wow... i m sure getting lots of stress from thier performance... SIAN!. wat m i going to do man? LOL. i dun wanna go jc but... I WAN GO POLY! but... HAIX... life always dun go the way u wan them to. oh wells. WHO CARES? let destiny and fate decide ba. till then, i must become A GEEK or maybe a NERD or a MUGGER! bless me oh lord mingfong. LOL. once agn be4 i end the post WESLEY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! u r now FINALLY 16! oh yarh his sister too! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. they are twins! hahas! cheerios!

POST

2009-01-10T17:18:00.003+08:00

I M POSTING THIS POST IS BECAUSE STUPID BLOGGER, DOES NOT ALLOW MY EMO BOY TO BE SEEN! THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS! WAT HAS EMO BOY DONE TO YOU! ALLOW MY EMO BOY TO BE SEEN! ARRGGGHHHHH! _l_

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

TT IS HIM ON THE RIGHT SIDE!

lol. posting this post is to wish u readers a merry chirstmas. yea yea. ok tt is not the main point. check out this damn cool webby! it has WYN the CHOI BU in the standard chartered marathon run. u can easily see him in picture 6 and in picture 4, he is hiding behind a girl. camera shy arh. aiyo! no nd hide. I CAN SPOT YOU! wahahaha! tts all! night and once agn Merry Christmas! :] almost forgot to give u all the link. it is... http://sprintdynamic.com/v3/index.php/content/view/390/1/

but due to WYN's REQUEST, he wanted the photo to be up there! so here goes the pictures!

sian

2008-12-22T15:38:00.002+08:00

lol. deleted the previous post cause i think it is too damn lame. sian nothin to do. i m too god damn bored. sian. i nd to work. who got work wan intro? tag mee!

A7X concert

2008-12-16T00:25:00.010+08:00

A7X fans..more A7x fans..
u can easily identify them as they wear black.
these ppl too..
more..
the concert..
yea..
before the concert..

yea. i m back. i m going to post something tt i shld have post decades ago. LOL. yes, it is the A7X concert. i didnt really take much pictures there cause i wasnt in the mood. i was really excited and was looking forward to meet them. so yarh.

i m back.

2008-12-02T12:09:00.001+08:00

lol. halu. i m back from Taiwan. it was a great trip there though. lol. think i might wan to emigrate there instead of japan or aust or somewhere else. LOL. i was tidying the pictures in my com. lol. i got nothing better to do. sian. i just realise something. i forgot to post bout the A7X concert. LOL. and now i got pictures and videos from Taiwan and more. i think my next post will be a damn long post. due to it have 200 plus photos and videos add up together. LAG PEOPLE COM! lol. but posting tt post will take up a longgg time. so i will wait until i have nothin nothin better to do or when i feel like it then i post. LOL. chao.

gone

2008-11-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

i have not been updating recently. yea. no pictures in this post too. cause my phone has been kee siao. sent it for reserving after dunno how many weeks. so yea. no pictures no nothin. just a boring wordy post. LOL. sian. sick of this sch sia. dunno la haix. going overseas in like 10.30pm. yay. finally man. i m out of this country. however, temporaily nia. wtf. oh yarh. plz dun sms me or call me for the whole week. unless u wan to waste yr money. i wun reply la. hahas. haix. nothin la. will be back be4 i know it. sian. watever. You will love me only when angels deserve to die..

_l_

2008-11-09T03:33:00.001+08:00

ARGH FCUK IT! i thought it wasnt true. but i just saw something which i shouldn't haven seen. and it confirmed my suspicion. FCUK IT MAN! _l_

pictures!

2008-10-24T14:46:00.009+08:00

WOOO! HAO!
n YES IT IS STILL HIM!
STILL HIM!
HANDSOME GUY! :]
Wes physic paper.
Qn: Give an example for transvere wave.
Ans: Sea Current.
Wyn..
MARCUS n HAO!
Front..
Back..
Interior..
Lyrics book..
Front Poker..
Back Poker..
Poker Card..

Lawl. i know i haven blog for quite a while. I blog when i like it. hmph.ok. i dun like post with words and words. i like it to have pictures! lawl. okay. posting pictures i got from long long time ago. now i m going to A7X CONCERT! WOOHOO! will blog about it. with lots of pictures and maybe videos. hahas. so yea. this post is FEATURING.... AH HAO!

Jay Chou 9th Album!!!

2008-09-28T20:36:00.005+08:00

I WANT THIS JACKET!!! but i think it is sold to fans in fanclub or in other countries. sian or i buy liao. hahas.

Jay's 9th album is coming out soon! yea. i knew it on the 22th of sep. i saw it on jay's fc website. i saw the rubix cube too. if u pre-order, u will get one. but i ididnt know it was also applied to singapore too! until i saw JIAN MIN's blog just today. i was playing some lame game called "Perfect World" then i got bored and went to blog hop! n i saw JIAN MIN already got the cube! i immediately called her and asked her where to order. i rushed down to marine parade sembawang music store with my cousin! i called wes first but he say he wasn't free without saying y. teck was eating out wit his family. was thinking of asking tingxu and teck. but since teck couldnt make it, i thought tingxu wun not wanna come. but in the end he came! after buying, we went to play pool. i won 6 out of 8 matches. n he called me a noob... -_-" went to eat a bit after tt, then went home. yay i got the cube! :D hahas. pictures of jay! from his website.

_l_

2008-09-26T11:30:00.003+08:00

_l_ everything in this world i hate it.

If you feel so empty
So used so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot

If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot

If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up

Let's start a riot

dun worry if u experience wat the song above said,
cause i m going through this now.
tt is all i have to say _l_

Avenge Sevenfold Concert.

2008-09-16T23:23:00.008+08:00

Anybody wanna go to A7X concert? it is Avenge Sevenfold. for ppl who lives in the mountain n not know who they are. Details are below. u can sms or leave me a message on msn to tell me so i can arrange for everyone to go together. i think. Details are below.
Avenge Sevenfold Concert
Date: 24th October 2008
Time: Friday 8pm
Venue: Max Pavilion at Singapore Expo
Seats: Free Standing
Price: $75+ early bird tickets (16th to 21th September)
$85+ student tickets
$95+ standard tickets
$110 on the door sales
please note that it is a bit more than this price except for on the dorr sales. this is due to the fact that there is booking fee. LAWL. around 5 dollars more?

tuesday.

2008-09-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

LAWL. PPL PLZ BEWARE OF LUCIUS LEE!!! today was just a normal day in sch. BORING. had a SS quiz. i think i just passed. then nothin much. everyday, i just look forward to weekends, end of the sch n recess. the whole class skipped a math extra class sia. i walk to staff room to call miss chai, but no reply. called her mobile and still no reply. when i went back to class, only wes and larry were there -_-" bo bian. under such circumstances i had only one way left. ZHAO! went bball at siglap cc wit lucius, hongjie, wes, ray, hao, chang and larry. marcus came and meet us. then when we were walking to buy drink during break, lucius and ray were DAMN funny! they said that the word "larry" is a very vulgar word! HAHA! damn funny! ppl is "FUCK U!" then they go use "LARRY U!" ZOMG! hahas. then they quickly apologise, sayin that they should not have used the word "LARRY" as it was wrong. went to wes house after bball. only lucius, ray and chang went. we watch youtube and then MJ! yes, it's MAJIONG! play till halfway chang left. then LUCIUS JOINED IN! THIS IS WHERE THE CLIMAX COMES IN!!! lucius didn't know how to play MJ so i teach him the basics to win. in less than 5 mins and 3qn, he started to play wit us. lucius was playing for the very first time. then HE WIN US!!! he was like, "i win already right?" then he show his tiles. we were like, ZOMG! then i go tell him, u must say HU! then he said"okay..hu!" hahahas! damn funny. then second round lucius, wes and i were waiting for the same last tile. ray started off wit a bad hand. then he totally never feed lucius. then lucius was damn pek cek. cause he almost win! in the end it was actually a draw. that's all actually. damn lame. zzz.. just here to warn u bout LUCIUS! HE IS TOO PRO! HE ABSORBS THINGS TOO TOO TOO FAST! GAME ADDICT!

Secondhand Serenade

2008-09-12T22:33:00.003+08:00

Secondhand Serenade
Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
What's your...

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

more pictures and update

2008-09-12T22:09:00.004+08:00

i dun wanna repeat the same sentences again sia. wow *it has been long since i have updated!* isnt that obvious? LAWL! ok to fill up the space, the first picture is wyn! and the hand behind is from wes! the second is ali sleepin, 3rd is ray emo-ing, 4th is the two lovebirds. then is MISS CHAI! just when wyn took the picture miss chai accidentally cover her face. then ask her take again, she dun wan. LAWL! next is History class, wyn's shoe and i, shoes, ben sleepin and sleepin. and HUM JI PENG! if u read my blog LOOK it is YR NAME! :]TT's all! BUY BUY!

pics

2008-08-13T17:50:00.004+08:00

post

2008-08-13T17:13:00.003+08:00

it has been realli long since i have posted. lots of things happened and i thought through lots of things. it has realli been a good week. nah, i dun realli care either. life sucks no matter how u think. realise a lot of things. my class ain realli gd. thought tt this class was a gd one but i haven been proven wrong. MAN I HATE THIS. i realli dun wan go sch le. where's teck and lucius? i think i left them le ba, to go bond wit my class. wat a stupid move i made. should have just stayed wit em. i noe things tt should not be said. n now i think this class only got one so called friend left fer me. i hope i realli made a mistake thinking tt this class sucks. oh wells, life still goes on. n tt is why i hate it.plz la, i realli dun wanna stay in this sch le. i rather have ah bengs and lians as my friend than U ALL. at least they JIANG YI QI. sorry sorry sorry is tt all u can say? wth la. plz la, sorry i oso can say. u all use it like it is some common kind of thing to appease someone's anger. keep using it man, and i wont even know if u are being serious. fuck off la ppl. when u all got problem, u all come to me, i help u all solve. then i got problem ask who? my ass arh? kao bei. u all solve it yrself. I AIN HELPIN UNLESS I THINK IT IS WORTH IT! u guys wan go out, then call me, i come dwn. then i wan go out, no nd be spending money, just wan someone to accompany and then 1kazillion excuses are given to me. FUCK OFF MAN. I GIVE UP! I M A FAILURE IN EVRYTHING. BE IT SCHOOL WORK, HOME, OR FRIENDS. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK LA! watever.

Pictures

2008-07-28T19:25:00.004+08:00

nothin to say hahas. enjoy the pictures although they may be long ago one. hahas! ENJOY!

TIAN HU!

2008-07-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

lol. this post is stupid but i shall post it! cause the only reason i m posting this post is cause i TIAN HU! wakakaka! okay here are the pictures and some random picts.AND I SAW PORN IN GW PHONE! U SEE THE PICTURE~!

post!

2008-07-16T22:09:00.007+08:00

okay it is time to post agn! this pictures were taken like on monday to tues. lol and i m posting it now. funni pictures of jacob humping benjamin and my class playin bball, and my unglam face taken by lucius... -_-" okay. look at the videos. u can laugh. okay wait maybe not. okay lets get over wit it. I WAN PLAY MAJIONG! lol... ;] HITLER IS EMO???? my his teacher is better now! fun!

kaiting!

2008-07-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

opps. i almost forgot!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITING!

yesterday.

2008-07-06T18:39:00.007+08:00

LOL okay. due to strong request from ppl wanting me to put up nice movies taken by WESLEY GUOWEI and I(miss soh, now correct right), i have decided to do so. however, diao, i still haven figure out how to put the video up. sian... i shall go post the movie to youtube.com as "unholy confessions (A7X)" hahas. if u guys wanna see go there see oso can. tt video is gonna make it to a million viewers! i hope so. LOL. okay here is wat we do in A math lesson when we have finished the exercise given and have got nothing to do. pictures and videos...

new post

2008-06-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

hahas. first of all. look at my new blogskin. nice or not. nice right. i do one leis. all by myself.LOL! no. it was by a very pro person who i wan to THANK right now! hahas. the person is JIAN MIN! THANK YOU! U R GOD! hahas. okay larh. Si En got help me wit the previous one, but due to errors of the skin itself, the skin was not used. okay. it has been a long time since i have actually posted. i mean like who cares bout my blog? hardly anyone comes... y bother sia.hahas. a lot of things happened and it became now. anyone wan to see pictures? nah. too much i guess. went to germany and had class outing... pictures totalled up to a tonne. hahas. JIAN MIN has been proven to be GOD and not forgetting LAME! hahas. so funni. okay this whole post is just erm words and more words. okay ba nxt post i put picture okay? then maybe more ppl will come see. i guess... till then ba. ciao ciao~!

nothin.

2008-06-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i have posted. nah. dun feel like posting anymore. a lot of things had happened be it gd or bad. Jiayou all the sec4 for yr o's! nothin much to type anyway. changed my blogskin. THANKS SI EN! erm maybe changing cause this blogskin i dun think is realli nice. can be better. thats all ba. takecare ppl.

Random photos

2008-03-23T18:24:00.004+08:00

BREADY wans me to post so okay. hahas. the pictures that u r going to see is some pictures which happened months and months ago maybe... okay. tt is all enjoy BREADY! :D